:twisted: My animecontrip was.. quite a success ^^ well atleast I found this just about gorgeous guy *_* I just didn't take his number *cries* But he was still gorgeous *_* (heheh ^^;; sry hun ^^;; ) and he was nice too *_* and so damn good looking *_* but picture I got *_* and a memory of his lips softness *goNk* (okay so I couldn't resist on kissing him *sweat* ) gorgeous *_* just think about it... rowr.. and I don't usually even like guys with short hair ^^;; but I had to love this one ^^;; gorgeous *_* bored to read this already ? yeah.. maybe I'll just stop ^^;; but that guy was still so.. so.. damn hot *_* okay... I'll stop now and... go to stare at his pic ? yeeeeesshhh *drools*
yeeeesh.. it ish moi *g* and I have gome to whine here about my life's bithyness like everybody else :roll: so yes I ish pathetic but hey I am, because I can :lol: yeah... back to the subject... now to know where to begin.... well.. my beloved Fred ish.. the thing ish that he wants to have both me and his former girl... and she doesn't actually mind at all... nor does he (well duh, that's kinda obvious now is't it :roll: ) soo... the point ish that I do mind O_o it's not that, she's nice and all but I just don't find her attractive in that mind, plus that I'm majorly possesive against him :? Hrm.. he says the right words, makes me feel happy.. tells me how much he loves me, wants me to move to us and live with him.. and yet he can't just.. be mine <;;>enough pathetic from me ? yes, thought so. but I care about him and it goddamn hurts *pouts* okay and to other business ^_^ my work ish going nice, I get to see my friends next weekend at animecon, I have one apartment to go to look tomorrow, hey it's gakuto-samas birthday today *CHU* happy birthday Gakuto *glomps*
now if I'd actually have some time to write here..
okay.. well lets start with the blaablaa's :roll: I'm working in library, still.. I actually like it there ^_^ nice place for me who loves reading ^^;; see.. the bad thing is that I bring my work home XD kinda means that I borrow tons of books weekly.. I think I got nearly 40 books here currently O_o;; now I'd just need time to read them :shock: now that's easier said than done < (damn have you noticed how good Jackie Chan looks even if hes's that old :shock: :shock: ) mm I'd really need to get few books away some time.. gee I have half of the library here if I keep doing this :twisted: > and to the next topic.. ee... what would that be... aa! I need an apartment. I happen to live with my ex ^^;; and that's no good thing.. I actually thought that I could stand him for cats... but no can do < I just keep on losing my patience with him all the time... not to mention when he gets a jealousy switch on *grumble* oh well, life sucks and that's about it... I mean.. for him.. x)> mweheh.. my life doesn't suck *g* I'm actually very happy, currently ^_^ I eh.. found Fred *smiles* he's great... *sighs happily* the problem is that he lives in u.s.. and I live here *pouts* but.. he makes me somewhat happy as it is ^^;; even if we get to talk just by aim.. Love him still <3 (yes hun.. just made it halfofficial and said that out loud to all ^^;; ) eheh ^^;; well.. umm.. *sees hearts*> mm.. well.. I think I'm gonna go now ^^;; tata kids
mweh ^^;; it's been about ages since I last wrote here... and now I just don't have anything to say O_o oo except that me needs to move, own apartment must I get 8) aand... hmm... I need to finish my drawings.. :shock: my goth I need to finish my damn drawings ! I'd need to get them done by thursday... I got late shift at work today.. so.. I got time.. the whole lot of tomorrow :?: :shock: Aee... there's something new I haven't wrote about in here ! *realizes* but since he ish quite keeping me busy now so I'll just leave the babling to some other time.. need to leave soon anyways <;;>
I've kinda forgot to write here ^^;; Gaia's addictive ^^ okay... so... nothing much up in my life, the work in library is nice and blablabla... *sees japanese boys* yummyyy..... *goes after to hunt them*
It ish meeeee ! *bounces* I'm totally addicted to Gaia *bouncebounce* It's great place and I met this really nice guy in there too ^_^
261 days to Hide-Mas!
"Do you believe in magic?
CHORUS Just like the story 'bout the Wizard of Oz I have a wish to be a very special girl I really really wanna know so much So tell me are you the Wizard of Oz?
Will you take me to the land of Oz Yes, I will, come on (Let's go then) But that's your house, and not the land of Oz But this is much more fun (Really)
You can be my wizard But don't tell anyone
Repeat CHORUS
Wizard, wizard Will you be my wizard?
I am searching for the magic land Follow me, my girl (Okay) Do you have to touch me with your magic hands It's part of the ritual (Hey, hands off, Mister)
Listen to the wizard And you'll be magical
Repeat CHORUS (Love you)
Wizard, wizard Will you be my wizard?
Ho ho ho ho ho Welcome to the land of Oz Is this the land of Oz? Wow! It's so beautiful It's magical
Wizard, wizard Will you be my wizard? (Excuse me, which way to fly?) Wizard, wizard Will you be my wizard? (Shh, it's a secret!)
Repeat CHORUS
Wizard, wizard I have a wish to be, be, be Be, be, be Wizard, wizard So tell me are you the Wizard of Oz Tell me are you the Wizard of Oz
well I actually don't have anything much to write in here... Exept that I joined Gaia yesterday (yes that is their link... CLICK IT! ) It's very addicting place ^^
*sparklesparkle* Ooh I'm so in love *sparklesparklesparkle* I d/loaded some music one day *sparklesparkle* and I got this one sone *sparklesparkle* from Babylon *sparklesparkle* it's called Awake Morning *sparklesparkle* I LOVE IT *sparklesparkle* I've been listening to it as repeat for few days now *sparklesparkle* and I love it *sparklesparkle* love it love it love it *sparklesparkle* And then I got this live musicvid *sparklesparkle* from Hide *sparklesparklesparkle* I love Hide *sparkleheartssparkle* He's so... pink O_O *sparklesparkle* ^___^ he has sooo pretty eyes *sparklesparkle* I love his smile too *sparklehearts* not to even mention his voice *sparklesparklesparkle* he's perfect... *sparklesparklesparkle* (and at this point it's probably good to say... no I'm not gonna stop sparkling *g*) Mmh .. Baroque's Uta *sparklesparkle* that's one of my new faves too ^_^*sparklesparkle* And I just love Blood's singers voice *sparklesparklesparkle* It's soo prettieish ^_^ *sparklesparkle* Oh and Iroha O_O *sparklesparkle* gotta love it *sparklesmirksparkle*
My net works O_O atleast for a while again ^^;; plus I got a job today ^_^ well.. actually it's a trainee job but still ^_^ I don't have anything to write here again... *stares at screen* ... nope... nothing... I'm kinda bored ^^;; *blop* hm... *blopblop* gyah < Maybe I'll just go and read book... or something.. >
Our netconnection was down about three f*****g days! My goth what do they think that people do home without internet O.O (*points up* I don't watch TV ^^) Oh but my savior... I saw Ginga: Nagareboshi Gin full 5 dvd box version at last *joy* in europe they used to sell only the "kids version" meaning the rawest parts were cut out and it was shortened to four videos and the language in videos was "cleaned up" too. But cutting and cleaning the serie left so much good out O.O But now I'm just so eagerly wanting it *bounce* I want to have my own Ginga! I'm gonna buy it too *purrs* even if it's kinda expencive.... but I want it <;;>We watched whole 5 dvd's on a roll yesterday ^___^ It was goooooooooooood ^_________^
People shouldn't do that.. I get hooked on these Your a Dark Angel...and hey, you probably knew it. Dark angel are in truth, very malicious, but a sign of one also is very sad. Dark Angel all used to be pure angels, but something went very wrong with their life. Either it was the sudden, murder of a loved one, betrayl, or pure torture to them, dark angels have commited their life to Satan himself. They are silent, and their wings are dark black feathers, or blood red. Dark Angels appear when there is someone dying, or a murder. If you see one, it means the death of a loved one is expected. Dark Angels cannot actually harm a human, but they love to see the suffering of one.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla Although.. this is quite fun ^_^ but this time I won't do many of these. I need to get doing my pages... I still haven't done my playlist, You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow. Write or go through other creative outlets to express the anguish you may be feeling, and never let anyone tell you that you are just being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if you're a teenager.If not, then they really should be punished for calling you one. They probably are trying to insult your maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself, dark and amazing. Never change.
Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla but thats totally geocities' fault. It has some serious issues about saving my page after I've wrote something ˆ<–(0x8abef84)>
Remember the night I held you in my arms, You were so beautiful so sad, I got lost in your eyes. But now you're dead, please forgive me. I betrayed you, I never wanted anything more than you. Now I'm all on my own....
Today was just so boring... I updated my playlist a bit and made a new background to it... I didn't get anything else done an now I'm pretty much likely ready to go to bed.. *yaaaaawn* yes.. sleeping's good... *grabs Masa, Kyo, Die, Shinya, Toshiya, Kaoru, Hyde, Hisashi, Gackt, Miyavi, Yasu, Sugizo and Hakuei with herself*
Me: darn.. I think my bed is a bit too small.. Shinya: :shock: Hisashi: This is a kidnapping Me: of course it is, how the hell do you think i'd get you in here otherwise O_o Masa: Ack... again <.>Kyo: eep -_-;; Miyavi: *looks pretty scared* Gackt: oh... Masa's here... *winkwink* Me: Gakuto! hands off _< He's mine now *evil laugh*>Masa: Yaiks! :shock: *backs off a bit* Die: Baka fangirl... _ All: *lookin a way out* Me: Don't even think about *g* I was prepared this time *drags everyone into her bedroom* All: Noooooooooooo!
I'm aliiiiive x) I just ad linkbuttons to all my pages :roll: My gosh that job is a hell O.O get something to work and then something else doesn't work right anymore < but now it should be all as good as it is. And I'm going to hit that darn geocities if it messes up something now *groan* > Uuu... 282 days to Hide-Mas *hamsterdances*
I have to read over two books do couple of drawings + other "important" stuff and what do I do ? O_O sit on my comp right here and chat < I think I'll just go to bed now :roll: > Dir en Grey dreams are calling me :twisted:
I was supposed to do whole lot of everything today but lazyness took over < I didn't get anything else done but to read book a bit. Oh well... maybe tomorrow then.. or atleast I can say I do it tomorrow tomorrow ^^;; But I'll try to draw tomorrow... My friend likes my yaoi/shounen-ai pics so I'll do some for her ^___^ uu and I have to save some money.... I want Ginga: Legend Weed mangas... theres three parts translated into english and they even sell it in Finland *happiness* They're not so expencive either... about 14€ each... plus postings... mew I want them ^_^>but... I'll go to bed now again.. nightynight ^^
I'm dead tired.... I woke up before six in the morning... Then go to work before seven (I clean in a bakeryfactory, shit job <) I got off at one... from there straight at my mom's to my little brothers party... It was over six in the evening when I got back home... then cooking, a bit cleaning up home... Yet I'm still up. I think I'd need to go to bed... Sleep would be pretty good ^^>Uuh... I think I'll try to manipulate myself to see DeG dreams again *smirks*
Ack < I'd need to find a school soon now... Or well actually I've found one artschool where I'd want to go but it's just sooo hard to get in there >< I know this one girl she's hell of a good at drawing and painting but she didn't even get to go into that schools exams >< *whines* Oh crap... But I'm still going to try... Maybe I get lucky (yeah right like that'd ever happen to me) Then there is this one Desinging school... But I think that they have high standards too... I'll never get to go to anywhere like those >< I'm not good enough >< I'll probably end up to study something I really don't want but it'll be the only place I can get in...>292 days to Hide-Mas !!!!!!!!!!! I haven't seen any weird Dir en Grey dreams past nights either XD Not that.. I like diru ^^;; They're all so prettish *drools* I like prettiesh *drools more* Japanese men are prettish *still drooling* I want them all *glomps all prettiesh japanese men* Mineminemineminemine *bounces around like a maniac* Masa: Ack!! Diru: No! Why doesn't that insane girl leave us alone ?! < (Die: Baka *points*)>All: RUN! *runs* Me: what ? :shock: I didn't do anything.... *stands alone in the middle of the floor* ;_;
Why is it so that when you remember the dream you saw last night it's all weird... O.o Then again maybe all dreams are weird O.o.. still... It was weird.. Enjoyable too xP but still weird.. O.o Do you have any idea just how scary pink heartmouse-undies look on someone who you've used to see in pvc or just shiny and pornish clothes O.O So thatnks to Toshi's pink heartmouse-undies in my dream I'm in a shock for the rest of the day < ... geez... *mumbles*> :shock: <- that would me me today..>but now I'll just.. ahem.. go and do something really important (or then not but they don't know it*points*)
I've been so sick for the last few days *empty stare* I feel mostlikely that I'd been hit by a bus < Oh well... Maybe it'll go awayyyyy >< but hey I've got some avvies done atleast and ammm.. yeah well that's about it.... kinda boring....>295 days to Hide-Mas o/
Happy Valentine's Day *glomps everyone* or something like that... And there is only 303 days to Hide-mas too *reminder* I have to start planning my Hide-mas parties soon O.O or then not because I'm most likely alone having them X) since not that many of my friends even know who he is O.o I must educate them *g* and those who know live umm... well... somewhere across the country so... But now I must go to plan how to take over the world *mwahaha*
